Valentine's Day

i hate valentine's day! it is so annoying. all it does is remind us of how we are to be in love. for all of us who are in a shitting relationship it is just a reminder of the fact we are in a crappy relationship. i hope this is the last year i'm in a relationship with someone who is verbally abusive to me & the kids. everything around me reminds of the crappy situation i'm in. i was sick today, but i wonder if it is not because of the crap in my life.

TODD DOES NOT EVER NEED TO HAVE CUSTODY OF THE KIDS. HE IS A HORRIBLE PERSON. MY KIDS ARE NOT SAFE AROUND HIM.